Why the 50 Shades of Grey Movie will Make Millions but Kill the Brand

Somewhere on my bookshelf, hidden behind all of my other books is the Fifty Shades Trilogy still packaged neatly in its box. Academically, I am a bit embarrassed to admit that I own the books and that is why they are hidden but the curiosity was killing me so I snuck off and sheepishly bought them as a Christmas gift for myself late last year. I did not manage to finish reading the books for reasons I’ll explain later but I am fascinated by this phenomena that has swept across the globe.

50 shades of grey and escort story

There does not seem to be any stopping … Read the rest

The Flying Dutchman

It’s 12pm on a Friday afternoon. I have just done my in-call appointment for the day and Big Joe is in the shower preparing to go back to work. I pop downstairs to check on my phones and find an email from a Dutch lady who calls herself Enna. Enna states in the email that she is trying to reach me but I’m not answering, am I available to speak to her. I check my phones and there I see two missed international calls so I text back apologising for missing the call and tell her that I am available … Read the rest

The Dichotomy of Companions and Hobbyists

When I was young, I had a strange habit of chewing my food equally as many times on either side of my mouth before swallowing. I attribute this bizarre custom to a story that was once told to me by a very old Irish nun. Before primary school, I had a lost year where my mother was transferred to a new job and I was not happy with the kindergarten I was going to. Nobody knew what to do with me so I went to a roman catholic convent where they had a zero year. It was a peculiar year … Read the rest

Follow your bliss – the connection between tantra and creative energy

the tantra temple
the tantra temple

Since starting to learn about Tantra, I’ve come to understand that there is always some new to discover, it is an ever changing web. It is a vast and ancient subject, not static in its definition. The discussion of what Tantra is can stem from the influences and cultural background of its development, how it has evolved and changed along the way. Personally Tantra is about being honest, authentic and yourself, it is connected with using the body and following pleasure, desire and passion not just in sex, in every aspect of our lives, it incorporates … Read the rest

My secret fashion outfit For Role Play

I’ve always had a thing about school uniforms: white knickers, long socks, pleated skirts but its only since I’ve been working as an indpendent escort in London have I been able to exercise my imagination and have had such fun. My names Twilight and I learnt at an early age that lots of men have a fantasy about that too. It’s really exciting having my knickers pulled down and gently smacked when dressed like a naughty school girl. “Giggles”… Read the rest

Measure the Beauty

I do like facts and figures as you may know and apart from my own sexy, shapely stats I was fascinated to learn that there is a perfect beauty ratio that governs a woman’s face. Known as the two golden ratios, they are:

  • a) The ideal length between the eyes and the mouth and
  • b) The preferred width between the eyes.

The ancient Greeks where the first to play with the concept of golden ratios when expressing themselves in art and architecture though nowadays the average distance between the eyes, mouth and face contour forms the true golden rations.


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Tantra Lingam Massage – The Gateway to Heaven

Originally by: Jennifer Lawless
Recently I came across a fantastic blog about Tantric massage: Tantra: Gateway to Ecstasy.

Jennifer Lawless., author of the blog tantraecstasy.blogspot.co.uk describes in a perfect way how a Lingam massage should be done. And I soon learned that I was not so professional as I think when I worked in a massage parlour one year ago when I was in UK.

Here is Jennifer’s explain of how to do lingam massage.

In Tantra, the penis is called the Lingam, which in Sanskrit can be translated as Wand of Light. A Lingam massage is a massage of … Read the rest

My Thoughts On Massaging A Woman


As a Tantric masseuse I massage men, women, and couples. Just last week I had an appointment with an upscale business woman. She ordered the dinner and tantra massage package.

I took the taxi and promptly arrived at the hotel where she was staying, which was one of London’s latest design hotels in Soho area, so she was certainly of woman of taste.

When she greeted me, I could tell she was very nervous.
She admitted that she had never done anything like this before. We sat at the hotel bar, had dinner and a couple of drinks … Read the rest

My dark younger years

I recoiled as I remember my younger years, I’ve been able to run away from him but still I’m using my body in exchange of favourable things like money, jewels but above all that is satisfaction. I use my body to gain not just those things but power.

Having the power to make your client beg you to give them pleasure is a great aphrodisiac. Some may like to be used as a chattel and nothing else while some wants to be the one dominating. All of that makes me more alive. I feel so free of all the things … Read the rest